Update

My section is scheduled for Tuesday the 27th. I went in to the doc's office today to pick up the paper work. I REALLY don't want to do this. I don't want to go through surgery and all the pain again. I am very disappointed that I didn't get to VBAC. I just keep hoping that I'll go into labor spontaneously and that he'll be born so fast they can't section me. Today has been very hard because all I've wanted to do is cry: this isn't how I expected things to turn out. I don't understand why some women think it is cool to just schedule when your baby is going to be born. I'd love to have the experience of doing it how nature intended.